New camera

It's perfect. I have a camera again. Exactly the same as I had but newer version. They're freaking awesome. They have great night vision, trace audio and movement. I have 128GB card or something but it only records if there is smth to record. Also, the bigger cards where sold out back then. A caveat is that they have Their own format and you have to convert before you can share it or whatever. Or maybe it's changed in this version. But it's funny. If you're doing ice bear stuff, you're getting followed all the time. I should let it beep if I do it longer than ten minutes.

Next to the camera is where the psychiatrist sits or whatever. That's tomorrow. I'm sitting in the chair it's currently aimed at.

Not having much evil plans or whatever. I always recorded it in exception of last few months because it was broken.

But if I want - it's super easy to let them say batshit evil stuff. They won't be replaced by AI soon because AI is too ethical for their job.

Sigh. Two years to go basically. But I'm not retarded. They'll threat me fir life. They won't heal me. I swear with my hand on the bible. They're doing damage control. Drugging at your own place is cheaper than the hospital you know.

But damn, I feel powerful. Got lesser dosis since a few months ago and I feel ten times better. Already made a casualty. Good. We're back. Now hoping for not too much colattoral damage. Also, never tell a psychiatrist that you feel good if you have my condition. I am not allowed to be happy.